BITCHOSOH!

我要怎样才能把这些notes读完呢？快要疯了啦！2subjects in one day ain’t cool. 


1225am的我还在努力的在读书，不晓得考出来的成绩会是如何呢? *叹气* 


读到累了就来这里发泄一下，多么希望现在有人把我载到云顶的星巴克喝杯我最爱的ice blended caramel再把我载回家。我疯了，开始有些胡言乱语，胡说八道，胡思乱想了。
天啊，好希望现在有个人带着好吃的，好喝的来到这里给我，顺便帮我按摩。
那该有多好啊？疯了疯了，我真的疯了。


Negahnamjiaah,你在哪里？
Bye.

When I'm away from home

Just wanna let chu know that I'm doing great recently. Even though I'm facing a lot of pressure, the pressure of examinations, but I'm still very happy. At least, I'm not living inside the grief, not anymore I guess. I've found someone who will take care of me when I'm away from home, yep, I found you. I hope good things good mood will be maintained until the end of 2011. 


Yes.. Throughout the year, September is the luckiest month to me. ohyeah, this is bcus I'm of the September baby <3 I guess people that will remember my birthday without looking at the facebook reminder will more than........uhm, FIVE perhaps? If you are one of em, congrats, give you loads of love *shuffling* uh, I'm looking forward for the day that I'm going back to my home sweet home, seeing my parents is the best thing ever. Pray hard for 'A' surprise on fourteen sept. I'm not greedy, I only pray for A surprise, lol. This is a hint yo hahaha


Okay I think that's all for today. Bye.
xx

One last time relax before the finals

Look! I just can't release any of my stressful mode before the finals ended. 

Well, yesterday was a good day to chilled out with Pam and Yee Ling

Stressful mode became 50%, uhh, need to study smart today.

The first station we went to right after reaching Sungei Wang was Kim Gary

Pam and I was in hunger, let's see the food that we ordered. Uhh, not good, so fattening.

The next station- Snowflake.

Oh fish, yesterday was all about EAT EAT EAT

Our early dinner, Bar-B-Q Plaza. Oh yeah, finally I get to eat my favorite food- KIMCHI

CHIK-CHAK TIME

Next station- Chatime (Pavilion)

Oh yeah, lastly, bought roti boy at KLCC before went back home.

Dying for my arms

This is the first time I feel like crying because of my arms. Yes indeed, my arms, but not him/her/love/friendship this time. 

Silly yet stupid. 

When I look into the mirror, it reflects the truth to me, which is I'm getting fatter. SIGH
I don't know what happened to me, because whenever I'm gaining weight, the first part that growing is my face, but this time is an exception for my face, because it was growing on my arms!! 

FML. I'm. so. sad. lah.

Define 'boyfriend'

I was being asked by a person over the same question again and again. This is kinda irritating whenever people come with a question: 'hey, do you have boyfriend?' 

To me, this is the most stupid question ever!! 

LIKE SERIOUSLY, WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU ASKING ME THIS QUESTION HUH? 

Firstly, I'm not trying to be rude, but I just don't understand why? What is the main point for asking me this question, you know that it will only makes me feel like I'm a weirdo cuz I'm now Nineteen, and I'm not in a relationship yet. Sometimes I do think that I'm a weirdo cuz I can't stand for  being in a relationship, this is my biggest weaknesses, I know that. But what can I do? Visit a doctor? I'm might do that someday, lol. I'm a weirdo, agree?

If........ if I really have a boyfriend, I will 100% post it to my Facebook, Twitter, Tsina, Blog or whatever internet connection that can let the entire universe know that I'm in love. 
Yes, you can take my words!

Secondly, it is not easy for me to find a boyfriend at this moment. As you know, my course has only 30plus people, and mostly of them are girls. So yeah, where the fuck do you want to find out a guy to be my boyfriend. Am I right?

Thirdly, people always ask me: 'why don't you look for guys in your college?' Well, I have to say that, this is the worst thought ever. LOL! Just imagine that when I walk around in the college, suddenly a-not-bad-looking-guy passing by, do you expect me to go and ask him if we could be friends? or perhaps what is your name, which course are you taking and etc questions..  stupid or not huh? 

Fourthly, my requirements are way too high from my own ass. Yeah, which is impossible for me to find a boyfriend if I keep these in my mind. Thats why I'm still, uhh, you know. I need to spend a very long long long  time to search for the right person at the right time. 


Lets see. I need a person who will share his happiness and sadness to me, and I'm the first one he thinks of when he needs someone to be by his side. Of course, he must be there for me when I need a shoulder to rely on. Whatever I do, wherever I go, he will still be the one I think of all the time. Yes, I hope that I'm the one and only for him, but this doesn't mean that he can't have friends or girl's friends other than me. He should have a sense of proportion what he can and can't do right?


He must be gentlemen to me, well, at least show some respect to me when we go out for dating. Uhh, remember.. being a gentlemen to a girl/lady is much more important than you are good looking but attitude like shit. Got me? 


This is just a part of the basic requirements, and I'm gonna skip it, cuz I know you guys are not interested with it. 
Uhh, I'll stop it here.

Urgh, birthday's coming soon. 1month to go, worry much bout that day. 

The one and only surprise that I received was last year, but I guess no more surprises for me. 

This is so sad :/

Lastly, if you are still reading this... I wanted to say thank you and heres a big hug for you. 

Hope you have a nice day and always be in a good mood.
Opps, sorry for the difference in title and contents, lol!

♥'

Study Mode: ON

Look at my dead stupid face, when I'm wearing spectacle, my eyes become like this -> ._.  LOL!

I am about to transform into a super nerdy look, because I needa fight for the finals
Fyi, 18th will be the first day of my finals, which means 11days left for me to study smart but not study hard yo. Uhh, I can die now, because I have 5subjects this semester and all of the subjects are like super tough! Tons of notes/maps/famous attractions to swallow, my brain and body cells are dying. Can someone please be my inspiration to study hard? Baah, there is no one for me except myself. I know my own thinking is the main point of deciding what and how to do things. 

'As long as I won't feel regretted with what I'm doing now then I think it's ok yeah' 

I'm young, I'm still young, so I think this is the best time for me to enjoy my life, but not keep on thinking why this will happened on me? why am I actually acting like a bitch? 
Uhhh, I'm really tired and It's time to get out of all these shits.


Honestly, I rather just let it be than finding out the reasons. It hurts when I get to know how and what cause me became today's me. I know it is IMPOSSIBLE for hoping the reason to be a good excuse for me. But no matter what, I will only feel thankful than feeling guilty from now on. Because, I'm able to take it as a part of my life, a part of my college life so that I will feel much more better with this thought. This kind of thought is not a bad thing at all but yet it is not a good thing right? Seriously, I understand and know exactly what's going on, just... I'm not ready to accept the fact yet. but now, I'm ready to face all these facts *A big clap for me myself*


I don't mind how people judge me with my life/attitude because if you get to know me when I was Thirteen, you will totally understand what kind of high school life I have been go through. 


Firstly, I'm not complaining about my friends, because I have giving out my forgiveness. Oh yeah, no more enemy, no more bad memories but good friends and good memories for me. I am now missing my high school life, because people taught me to be stronger, they changed me to become braver and a better person in facing different kind of hard situations. Am I right? I'm not afraid of any hard challenges, not anymore. I'd became a very independent teenager since the first day I chose to studied in KL. Yes, this is what I'm hoping for, I don't want to be like the coward that Vivian Tan used to be, being protected by her family and friends, not anymore! :)

Explore to more places, seeing new things, meeting new people and of course the most important thing is I can gain my life experiences with what I have been through! 'See, I grew up alot'

Live my life with my own style, big girl don't cry. <3

Best luck to those who are reading this now ♥

06082011

‎06082011 七夕情人节? Uhh, 我们要吃好的来填补我们心中的寂寞,, eii~ 怎么说的好像我们真的很寂寞似的? HA! 其实那也只是我给自己的一个借口来去吃好吃的罢了.忘了我的减肥planning o?算了....没有什么比心情好来的重要,你说是不是?! LOL! 


少了情人,,但至少我们还有好吃的食物陪伴着啊..这样的我也蛮幸福蛮开心的啦 :-) 可是，如果有家人和我爱的人在我身边, 那就好上加好了啦!!


我很爱和韩国人打交道，也可以小秀几句韩语　哈哈
不自量力的家伙　很庆幸的是老板娘人超好　还教了我们几句韩语叻　


美食再加上动听的韩国流行音乐　整个心情都变得超好　Uhh, THIS IS LIFE!　


祝你们七夕情人节快乐! p/s: 这是我们的supper D: ♥

OH.MY.GOD.OH.MY.GOD! ME FAINT ME FAINT
Look at my stupid dumb ass super ugly fugly face *burp, excuse me, I just finished my early dinner haha
Uhh, 12days left to the finals, worried much because I haven't do preparation at all, but no actions taken *slap myself*


I want to get a good result for this semester, so that I will let my dad has the feelings that it is worth for him to buy me something? Uhh-huhh, this is the only way to inspire me to study hard.


Fyi, I'm a good daughter, thus I'm not gonna disappoint my dad and mum ;)

<3

Hell yeah, blood donation 1

看到了吗? 看到了吗? 这是我第一次捐血得到的certificate. *爆兴奋*
其实捐血也不是想象中的那么痛啦, 只要心里面想着你的血可以帮助其他人, 那就算再痛也值得啦, 你说是不是? <3
还以为这次我又捐不了血了, 可是没想到我竟然过关eh, 可怜的Yvonne还差那么的1kg就能捐了

捐出了325ml的血, 我的心情变得超好eh. 我想应该是做了好事的原因吧 HAHA
希望我捐出的血不会使我爆肥吧 *fingers cross*
期待下一次的捐血活动 :)

我是热血青年 ♥

一点也不痛  ;P

我微笑背后是否隐藏着悲伤.
你, 或你, 或者是你....看得出吗? 朋友们都觉得我干嘛又莫名的emo起来.
就如你所说的,emo的背后都会有原因的...

我... 很烦恼. 就像什么事都要烦了一轮才甘愿似的. 是也烦, 不是也烦!! *烦恼*
Final要到了, 还剩16天罢了. 加油吧, 我的童鞋们! <3

算了, 我只想简单的update我的blog罢了. 那, bye bye 咯...