College life is fun

Random post #2

You can see my naked face with the spec on, I looked so dumb right
Now I know make up is very important to every girl, and of course to me too


When I was fourteen, I wonder why people unwilling to go out without putting on make up. Well,  now I know.... I will feel insecure, not confident at all when I going out without concealer my dark circle and the double eye lid. Uhh, I'm the insecure type of people, so the only way to increase my confident is to make up and dress myself nicely. This is the only way. I know it's hard to maintain your good looking and stay neatly for 24hours, but at least I try to keep it, to show the best look of mine whenever I hang out with my friends. It still has an exception. which is when I'm home. I won't fucking care bout my look, my clothes and everything. Cuz when I'm home, I just want to be comfortable like I never had. That is also why I never want to webcam with my friends by showing my so called home look to them. I knew that they had seen before, but it's like, why do I need to embarrassed myself by showing them my super dumb look huh? Am I right? lol


Uhh I'm bored, so yeah, a simple yet bullshit post can help me to break up the monotony :p
Byeeeeee

Random#1

It's been such a long time ever since I've updated my blog. I know my blog is sooooo dead. 
Gonna blog bout my life recently, I guess nothing special happened surrounding me.


Wait! Something special happened recently, uhhh........ not gonna typed it out here, because it is kind of privacy, haha. Not good to share it out right. 


Stressful life, stressful people. Yes, this is me. I'm kinda in a stress mode. Tons of assignment to go. Diet plan, and bla bla shit stuffs to handle. I have no idea as a human, we need to suffer so much from the surrounding issue. Friendship, relationship, homework, work, family, money. Tired of all these shits. Please just leave me alone, I need to take a breath. I promise I will go back to the origin, just... I need some time alright :)


I have too much to buy, too less to spend, lol! 
Anyhow, believe that I will and I can go through this hard time <3