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Friday, September 16, 2011

Hard-time #1


No matter what happens, don't forget the originally smiling face that belongs to you.

Uh, I have no idea what happened to me. Right now, this moment, tears rolling in my eyes. Holding the tears, try so hard not to let it trickling down, yes indeed, I did it. 

Heartache, headache, insomnia. 

Things that I'm not suppose to worry bout come to me once again, FML. I don't ask for more, I just need a peaceful life. It's okay if my life is without happiness, but please, don't let the sadness bring me down. I'm not able to handle with it. It's really hard to go through with every hard time. 

Why is hard time non stop coming to me, it's like over and over and over. I hate it because I'm not mature enough to handle all these situations. Life is tough, life is suck, when it comes to every hard time that I have to face alone, I feel like my head gonna explode anytime without giving out any sign for me.

I know there're lots of friends will be there for me. But........... it's not easy to share out everything with them. Thing is not easy as picking up a pen and throw it without picking up again. It's like you have to pick up the pen that you just threw to the distance over 100km.... If you get what I'm trying to say.  

Urgh, pray for me so that I can easily get through this hard time, bye

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