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Tuesday, November 9, 2010

Random#2

最近我身边的朋友都处于一个烦恼的状态, 该如何安慰? 我不知道, 我只能说, '家家有本难念的经!'
uiseseh, 没想到小学学的成语竟然会用在这里 *不错不错

当然, 大家所的东西都是大同小异的, 也都是家庭, 金钱, 爱情, 友情, 学业 (Ahh, this is what I'm worried about *don't show your suspicious OK lol!  2 mid-term tests are coming real soon! This Thursday and Friday, OMG OMG! 9chapters to go through & 2 assignments to go on, sigh)

家庭- 出现问题是难免的, 只要做出适当的决择, 尽量的挽留就行了(应该是这样没错) 

金钱- 多又多得用, 少有少的花. 当然, 自己赚, 自己花是最爽的 HAHA

爱情- 只是人生中的一个过程, 错过了这一个, 就等待/期待下一个的到来嘛, 是的, 也许你会觉得我说得简单, 要我经历过才知道它的艰难, 那, 我告诉你, 我也经历过...2次~ 说多, 又不是很多, 说少, 也不算少. 并不想放弃, 但是最后还是被迫放弃. 因为我知道这男生永远都不会是属于我的! Wait, 换句话来说, 他根本不会有那1second是属于我的. 妈说得没错, 既然他都有女朋友/喜欢的对象了, 你还在期望什么?不要这么笨好吗?也许这一刻要你放弃你心爱的人是比登天还难, 可是, 这世界上是没有不可能和做不到的事对吧, 看你有没有心去做罢了, 时间正是你最需要的解药. 让时间来把你已碎成玻璃碎的心医好吧.也许下一个出现的人会比你previous的那爱人好很多, 不要急着说不可能, 是你还没遇到罢了, heeee

友情- 要了解一个人是需要很长的一段时间, 所谓, 路遥知马力, 日久见人心. 这句话一点也没错, 就算他/她很擅长伪装, 可是他/她也不可能伪装一辈子吧, 总有一天你会发现他/她是不是一位交得过, 信得过的朋友, 可是, 这事情很难说得, 也许你也会被深信已久的好友背叛, 我只能说, '带眼识人' 是很重要的, 要懂得观察, 在不必要的情况下, 最好保持沉默, 免得说多错多, 问得多, 别人会说你烦之类的东西. *Don't tell me your secrets if you don't trust me :)

学业- PRACTICE MAKES PERFECT! ;♥
 

让时间冲淡这一切吧, SMILE 
=D



Sunday, November 7, 2010

Random#1

趁着有空闲的时间来总结一下这几天的心情吧.这几天去了Sonia sis家住, 照片里面的那个baby girl就是她的小公主laaah, 很可爱吧?超爱她de, 最喜欢有爱心的那张照片, hoho  :D


Well, 据我所知, 我并不是一个会把我真实的心情type在这里的人, 可是, 这一刻的我好想大声呐喊出我心中的烦恼, uisesehhhhh, hahaha! 
再一次的据我所知, 我并不会为了烦恼而睡不着的人, 可是, 这事情终于发生了 D: (If you get what I mean) 
第二度de据我所知, 我会有这样的症状 , 必定是发生了什么天大的事情吧, err, 让我想一想......
Ding, ding, ding! WO 知道了, 我不清楚我现在的感情和友情的世界里到底处于一个什么样的状态, 好朋友嘛, 麻吉嘛, 都是口头上说说罢了,只有我这个白痴才会相信你, 怎知, 全都是bullshit, 和你要好的时候就说些什么我们的友谊不变, 不会为了一点小事而ruin了我们的friendship, 问题出现的时候,就连好朋友都没面子给,这就是你所为的best friend ooh? 你觉得这...值得吗?


爱情嘛... 对我来说不是不重要, 有它重要的一面, 也有它不重要的一面 (Idk what am I typing)
Ahh-huh, 不是不喜欢, 是喜欢的.. 但是...... OK! 
第三度的据我所知, 我不是一个很容易会fall in love的人, 可是, 一旦被我上, 你... 应该会很倒霉吧, 而且是衰3年的那种, WO... 可以算是一个很专一的人, aiseseh, 同时也是一个很花心的人 :(


与不也只是你的一个决定罢了, 并没有什么大不了
Note: 这世界上人类多得很, 就算你的那个人不你, 也不需要为了他/她要生要死, 这一切, 他/她都不会放在眼里, 因为他/她已经有了他/她,所以阿, 他/她是幸福的, 只要好好的祝福他/她就行了,千万不要咒他/她ooh! ;

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

November, an unlucky month for me!

Like I said before, November is an unlucky month for me! Why do I say so? 
Read the incidents below and you will understand what I'm saying.


The very first day of November,2010. I've skipped my class just because I missed the college bus for 4times
See, its 4times! Not 1 or 2 or 3, but FOUR TIMES. 
This is ridiculous and I wanted to say, oh my guarddd, how could this happened to me huh?


The second day of November, 2010. I went to the admin block just because Chia Hui & I wanted to buy the bus tickets, ahh, I paid Rm12 for the 20tickets. But then, I lost it! OHH MY GODDDDDDD, FML lah. 
I remember I put it at the back of my pocket, but who knows, when I walked to the bus station, I touched my ass(pocket) and I realize that all of the tickets was gone. I didn't where did I drop it  :'(   Waste my money and energy to walk to the admin, that's so freaking far and hot! Zzz  -.-'


The third day of November, 2010. My tears rolling in my eyes during yesterday midnight, I've no idea why? Of course, there are some reasons but I just could not tell. & a lot of FML's things happened, I don't want to mention it at here, because that is not a good news for you people and ME. Lol


Yeah, this is what happened to me in this 3days, it was really FML, I'm so bad luck and I don't hope the bad luck keep on following me, it sucks. I wish and pray for the following days, bad things wouldn't happen on me again. 

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

Untitle#1

It's very hard to express your feelings to a person, what I mean is your feeling towards a person
Love can fulfill our loneliness but sometimes it may hurt a lot
I can't just follow my heart by doing anything, but I have to think about the others around me 
Ya, if you get what I mean, I can't just be like this without thinking bout the others feeling, hoho
Maybe this is not a serious matter for you guys but for me it's a serious matter lol
I don't know what the fauauak I'm typing right now, but I just want to let you people know what is on my mind

Cheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeer !  :D




Monday, November 1, 2010

Past Tense

I'm glad that I have you in my past, you wouldn't be in the future anymore perhaps. You are the one who ruin all this, never feel regret on what you did. We've been go through this kind of problem two times, and I do apologize to you although it ain't my fault. I can still bear it down, because it was YOU! You're the main character I care, but it seems like you don't feel the same way. Well, let's get an end for our friendship, because you will never care what I did for you. Heeeeeee


I DON'T GIVE A DAMN ;♥


p/s: simply wrote this, doesn't mean anything, because..... I feel boring now lol 


Saturday, October 30, 2010

RAISE it up & PUT it down

Now then I realize that it is not easy to work as a waiter/waitress in a hotel.  Okay, I worked as a waitress at Shangri-La Hotel yesterday, I thought it was a very easy job, but then, I was so wrong lol. 
This is our uniform, something like baju kebaya or whatever la. 

Before started to work, you can see a smiley face on me, but..... after we finished working, look at the next photo. Well, my job is to serve the foods and refilling drinks for the guests. I have to mention one thing is the tray that we used to carry the foods was so freaking heavy, I think the weight for the tray is around 2-3kg. Plus, we have to put the foods on it, so, can you imagine how heavy is the tray lol. Some more, we couldn't used both hand to carry it, only 1 hand :s  Each person take care for only one table, each table consists of 10persons, which means every time you serve on the foods, you have to take few times to serve all the foods to the guests because you're not be able to carry 10plates in a time. Every move you make must be extra careful, because once you make a mistake, your ass might be kick by the manager lol. Btw, this is a very good experience for me to work in such a event and I do learn a lot of things by working as a part time worker in hotel. Hoho
*Oh ya! One of the guest asked me: Are you came from China?
Me: NO, I'm not a 'zhong guo ren'
Guest: Local people? *with a doubt expression
Me: Yes, I'm local people :)

I'm totally dead! I can feel that my legs gonna broke into pieces anytime. 
Now my hands, legs, waist, neck and my whole body are sour to the maximum. I can't even raise up my hands now, how pityyyyyyy am I  :|

Started to work at 5pm, finished working at 12.30am. Reached home at around 2.30am. Went to bed at 3am. Miss my tutorial class this morning, not because of tired of whatever shit. But, I missed the bus for 2times lol. This is so funny, but I lazy to write out the process lol. Ask me if you really want to know, hoho

Lastly, Ah G Chuo & I   *I'm not fierce, but tired OK! :D

Friday, October 29, 2010

First Composition- November, 2009

This is one of the composition that I wrote on November 2009. Just wanted to share with you people and I believe some of you do read through this composition already, hoho. Er, I think this is quite interesting topic because it's all about love  & now here we go ...


I could feel tears trickling down my cheeks, the moment I saw him was holding hands with a very-good-looking girl at the shopping mall. He was smiling at something that the girl was saying and he do looked happy with the topics. He didn't even notice that I was standing beside them and he was just like a stranger passing by. I wondered why my tears couldn't stop trickling down my cheeks and my heart broke into pieces. I wanted to dig a hole and jump in, so I have no need to see them.


Gracious me! The white-shirt she was wearing can totally show her bra's color, a skinny jeans, a pair of pinkish high heels and the handbag she using are branded. She have a fair complexion, a rosy cheeks, curly brownish hair and a sylphlike stature. She looked more suitable beside him. These are because he also has a very fair complexion, soft cheeks and he is quite tall. He looks attractive still although there is a weakness of him. 


He is a bosom friend of mine, but he never told me that he already had a girlfriend. Furthermore, at the very beginning I assumed that he had good feelings towards me, but then, the whole shoot proved that I am wrong. Maybe I was the one who own wishful thinking because I fell in love with him at the very first sight. I was so damn jealous with the girl because she could be with him and he do love her very much but I can't. For me, she is not a good girlfriend, because she doesn't own a good girl look. I was worried about him because I did not want him to be like a fool for her. 


Few days later, he told me that he already had a girlfriend. My tears rolling in my eyes, but it doesn't drop down. 'Will you be with me if I'm the one who get to know you first?', I whispered. I couldn't believe that he heard me, 'NO, THIS THING WILL NEVER EVER HAPPEN', he said with heartfelt apology. I had a heartache when I heard his answer. I just looked at him, hoping that he would change his answer, but then I felt like everything around me had slowed to a painful situation because he didn't even say a single word after that. I cried tears of hopelessness and frustration and felt like dying. In fact, I did not even want to face the facts and I hope that my life would just conclude like this if possible.


Actually, I was so tired with him. I had devoted everything for him such as my time and my spiritual. I hope that he will appreciate it, because he is worth for me to did it. I realized how much I love him when I was lying on my bed, thinking why he didn't love him. I did not give a damn to her, because my love for him is everlasting, it won't change after 100years or 1000years. At last, the only thing I hate is, why I'm not her!

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

26.10.10


Aiyerr, Lee Chick Chick aka Cheese Cheese! You peace sign plus you face was soooo cute. lol

She looks handsome yor.

Tan Chia Hui & Tan Chia Huei

Spot the colors of my nails, so nice yor

Nana Wong is an idiot! Hoho
*Set this as your profile picture lol 

Monday, October 25, 2010

English Outline

Spot the guy and girl who is near the white board. 
Khai asked Iqqa if she wants to have sex with him, and then Iqqa: NO! Khai: fine, I can find other girl to F..... (he missed Q and said the word F**K in front of everyone, include our tutor, and everyone was like, wtf, then started to laugh like non-stop) Iqqa: what the hell are you asking me now *give him a big slap on his face immediately, ouch  (they're actually just acting, heeee)


(This is my outline)
INTRODUCTION
Attention Grabber:“What values and characteristics would we want to see in our future spouse?”
“Why are we still single?”


I have observed many successful and unsuccessful relationships happening amongst my friends and it has helped me understand why some girls prefer to stay single and are not in a relationship.


BODY
First, he must be taller than me by at least a couple of inches
Second, he must be fit, well built and have better than average looks.
Third, guys who are a gentlemen.
Fourth, guys that smells good. 
Fifth, he must have confidence in  himself.
Last but not lease, he must be funny and witty.


CONCLUSION 
All these points are important for what a girl should look for in guy, because they are the one you choose to spend your life time with and a right choice will determine your future happiness. Once you make a decision about who to be with, do not regret. Yet, take the relationship seriously because love is not a game but happiness. We do not have much time to waste. Life is short, so cherish the people you love because once lost, forever lost. Therefore, choose wisely because no one wants to live in regret for the rest of their life because of one wrong choice. Thus, a life happily ever after with the love one will be secured.


I have no idea what we doing/posing

Yayyy, you will think that we have the same height if you ignore her legs. Lol
I have to say that, I can't really fit in my formal wear liao, I think I have gain my weight again, SADDDDDD!

Er, 9 out of 40 persons attended the lecture class only :|

 The most handsome picture of Nana of the day. She kept on asking me to take picture of her, but then, it is the same pose for the 10++photos she took, never ever change her pose this. Siennnn with you o.0 pose eh lol!






Friday, October 22, 2010

IQQA - Eighteen

I'm not happy, not happy :|

On the way to Sungei Wang, we stuck on the road for almost 2hours  :/


It was Iqqa's birthday, so we went to dinner together after met up with the girls

Spot my nail, the last fingernail, bleeding

I love this picture very much, I have no idea why

Lasagne, D.E.L.I.C.I.O.U.S !

Iqqa's meal.

I love the durian durian cake, but non of them wanted to taste it. Sad.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY SYAFIQQA RAHIM!  :)

Why aren't you showing your pig-mouth with me?!!

Shisha . Shisha 

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

Sick? Not good, not good


I hate being illness when I'm alone, what I mean is, without my parents by my side
This is really a hard time for me to pass through all this
Fever during yesterday midnight, it was really suffering me, the only thing I can do was, cried
I felt hot for 3seconds, and cold for another 3seconds, and this maintained the whole night
I felt like vomiting when I woke up in the morning, 6am, but I tried not to vomit out, because I have nothing to vomit, if you get what I mean. Around 8.30am, I called Iqqa and asked if she can fetch me to the clinic, and she said yes, I'm glad that I have someone like her by my side when I'm not feeling well. 
Went to bath after that, finally the worst thing came to me- VOMIT! Non-stop vomiting, felt like fainting down at the moment, but luckily I can stand for it still. 
Iqqa picked me up at around 9.30am, and we went to clinic, doctor said there're virus inside my stomach, lol. Idk what kind of virus is that. 
Went home after that, I skipped my class for today and maybe tomorrow? 
Don't know lah, depends on my body situation, lol.  
Iqqa, thank you very much!

Saturday, October 16, 2010

Dinner@Renaissance Hotel

Can't wait to go to Renaissance Hotel to have my dinner with Iqqa & Chia Hui
(Iqqa's daddy wants to treat us Japanese food, naaaa, how good?)
Iqqa might pick me and Chia HuiI at around 7pm, and now, I'm off to bath and get ready  :D
Will blog about tonight after I come back yeah.
Stay tuned.

Thursday, October 14, 2010

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

89327439101KM

Look at my face. What can you see through my face? Er.................  YES, BINGO!
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Tired & Hopeless!
I have been walked for more than 89327439101KM in my college today
My class started at 11am, venue- M block 
We finished our first tutorial class at 12pm, we have half and hour break time, so we went to buy some breakfast 
Second tutorial class started at 12.30pm, venue- V block, finished the class at 2pm
We have to rush to the third tutorial class which was started at 2pm at CITC, finished the class at 3.30pm
AND THEN, we have to rush back to V block again, because our next tutorial class started at 3.30 until 5pm
What the heck is this ah, I wonder how should we go on for the next Tuesday, next next Tuesday, next next next Tuesday, next next next next Tuesday........................... 

Gosh, we have no time to rest at all okayyy
In case you don't know how big my college is and how far I've been walked in one day
Let me think of an example to describe it.  OHH!

Taman Green View(M) -> Taman Ria(V) -> Irramanis(CITC) -> Taman Ria(V)


While waiting for the second tutorial class, I sweat like my friend used a basin of water pour toward me
I know this was ridiculous,  but it was true.

Okayy, look at my face, I just can't stop complaining, !@#$%^&*
Iqqa totally laughed like a mad when she saw this, HAHAHA!

Lily, give up on carrying her, you can't afford her weight.  
You're like an ant, and she is like an elephant. 

See, this is the different between an ant carried an elephant, and an elephant carried an ant.

I have learned a lot of new words for the Japanese Language today  :D

Olympic, see. WHO IS THIS?!!
Your idol, HEBE! '我想我不会爱你'

Saturday, October 9, 2010

You messed up my life!

A short update about my life recently, nothing much happened to me these few days
Not to say that I'm fine at all, just maybe 1 or 2 nerves in my brain messed up once again
I have no idea why this happened to me, maybe some of you know the reason but I don't?
Ahhh, I'm insane soon!  
FML, Good-bye!

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

我真的很喜欢你, 
现在已经不能停止喜欢你了, 
我不能假装不喜欢你, 
只能不表现出喜欢你, 
我只能做到不求你喜欢我, 
要想一点点离开你, 我还需要在奔跑 !

-九尾狐-


Genting Highland 2

Another 2days and 1night trip to Genting Highland. Yeah, this is the second time I went there in 2weeks time
I enjoyed myself there and I don't regret skipping class just to meet up with my brother and cousins
Because of some reasons, I think this is the best memory for me in Genting Highland 

Well, my brother treats me Starbuck right after I reached there in the evening
For sure, Ice Blended Caramel+cream+chips for myself
Chocolate Milk+cream+chips for my brother and his girlfriend, Rainie
Hot Chocolate plus cream for my cousin, boy and his girlfriend, Xiao Qing
I just love the moment so much, feel so enjoyed with my brother and cousin
They were all shaking because of the cold wind blowing, haha

I forgot whats the name of this apple dude. Lol. 
But then, I love this very much, very tasty!  :D

He knew that I wanted to take a picture of him and he purposely pose this to me. Zzz

Look at them, haha! So sweet huh? :)

*Must read this
Waiter: You guys can choose 4muffins with 3 flavors, banana, vanilla and chocolate
Me: 2chocolates, 1banana and 1vanilla
Bro: Wei, I don't want chocolate,  I want 2vanillas!
Me: Alright, 2vanilla's flavor then

After that, the waiter get us 5muffins, which meant we get extra one for that, lol
Bro: Hey, which one is the banana's flavor?
Me: The smallest one
Bro: How you know? 
Me: Stared at him with == face, because I asked for 1chocolates, 2vanillas and only 1banana, so which do you think is the banana flavor?
Bro: Looked at me and smiled with a super lame face  -.-'

This is mine! BBQ sauce and the potatoes with garlic! Oh my god, I'm addicted!  
Dislike the mash potato, not nice not nice
My brother love it!

I love the fruits!

Ohh, spot the mushroom, I should have stole it. HAHA

The taste of this spaghetti was a little bit weird, but I like it  :D 


o.O' My new handbag! 

Just kidding, it is belongs to my mum :(



After the dinner, three of us went back to our room while the two guys went to casino. We took a shower, dress up ourself and put on some make up before we went to Safari. Spot my eyes, Xiao Qing helped me draw the bottom eyeliner, I thought it would be weird on me, but then, I looked good still! HAHAHA  *Just kidding  :|

Rainie x VV

Xiao Qing x VV

I looked fatter with my short hair, zzz

ROCK & ROLL

I looked tall whenever I stand beside her, haha

While waiting for my brother & cousin

VV x Xiao Qing x Rainie

SAFARI!

Yeee, I looked like a ghost  :|


Sister & Brother! Do we look alike?  :D 
I'm fatter than him  x100000000 times! -.-

This is the first kiss from a sister to her brother!  

I'm soooooooooooo fat!

MY BELOVED COUSIN!  :)

Another tower of beer after we finished the 2buckets of beer.

This is the scene of lively. Xiao Qing and Rainie kept on asking me to go to the dance floor with them.. As you people know, I'm not good in dancing at all, I'm always like a wood, a real wood! Lol. Ahh huh, in order not to disappointed them, I followed them to the dance floor. I'm like a wood at first, but they took me into the atmosphere after that. Lots of funny things happened, I do enjoyed myself that night and it was really fun! =D

He was so high that night! LOL

I'm a hamburger! 

Kiss, she looks so shy, look at her hands. HAHA


The girlsss

 They are all in pairs! 

Look at me! I'm all alone and being a light bub, haha

Nehh, I have one too!  *Just kidding  
 He is my new friend, wonder what is his name? HAHA
Secret! ;)  

*Went to Mcd after that

Last picture before I removed my make up but I'm already changed my cloths to sleepwear ;)

I have so many things to carry!  :|



Had our brunch at Idk what shop. I didn't took all picture of the foods, cuz you know, I'm lazy liawwww. 
Anyway, I love the foods, very nice and tasty!

That's all, goodbye!  :D